3 times this morning, my phone rang.
3 of my friends were making decisions
Ugly, big, far-reaching decisions.
Decisions that would affect themselves, their families, their careers.
And I didn’t have the god damned words to help them.
Any of them.
The first time, I tried.
The second time, I sat back, waiting for the words.
They never showed.
The third time, I was already numb.
Give me something superficial, surface-y, fun.
Then the words spew forth.
But in the crunch.
Call back tomorrow. I’ll try harder.